I Just Wanted to Have a Baby

Life has it's woes.
Some of those personal woes have been very very very very very very hard. But my kids....oh...when my kids are in trouble or struggling or sick or sad or in a car accident today (Carly- who is fine, by-the-way) and I can't get to them, I feel helpless and those woes are so hard. So hard they are too hard to explain. This is what was meant when Eve was cursed to bear children in "sorrow." I get it Eve! Thanks a lot.

When these times happen, like today, I most often turn to Jon and get one of his very warm and comforting hugs and say,

" I just wanted to have a baby!"