There is an embrace, a focus and a tender turning to look deep into someone's face with certainty when you exclaim with great energy,
"Go out and be mediocre!"
Wait, what?
Mediocre?
I have a certain disdain for mediocrity; it makes me want to vomit. And who would want that for anyone?
Mediocrity means
characterless colorless common commonplace conventional decentdull fair fairish humdrum* indifferent inferior insignificantintermediate mainstream mean medium middling moderateordinary passable pedestrian run-of-the-mill* second-rate so-so*standard starch tolerable undistinguished unexceptional uninspired vanilla
unevenness,
poorness,
patchiness,
averageness,
ordinariness,
ew.
while I know we can see the value of cheering on the excellence of someone in their schooling, music, sports and art I see apathy and acceptance of allowing mediocrity as to things pertaining to God.
Why?
I have been given every gift, blessing and hope,
received unconditional love and answers to my prayers
felt comfort from unseen hands
I have been rescued from certain misery and despair by a Savior.
In all their desire to lift my life and to bless me immeasurably all I can offer in return is a so-so standard?
It is without a doubt that I look inward to determine how to go about my life with gratitude to them who created all things with beauty, grace and perfection.
I can use the gifts I have been given to help others, strengthen relationships and inspire those I serve and love. When I approach a calling at church I know that being mediocre is not what the Lord would offer.
And in my human and weakened state I need to give my all. My all is not your all so it is not up for a discussion as to how you would do the same activity. As soon as I judge and criticize your efforts I have hit BELOW mediocrity to "mote and beam" status-yikes!
Mostly, as I work on a seminary lesson or a Young Women event, a family home evening lesson or a scripture scavenger hunt I know that the processes I use to create prepare me for that moment of execution. In that moment of engineering I have been obedient and I have come with my heart full as I have been in the process, however limited, of creation.
Creation in my terms coupled with the gifts He has provided and magnified with inspiration from above is a connection with God.
I want to be far away from mediocre where it feels good, satisfying even, to know I can in a small way, give back to Him who gave me his all.
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